Still for Kill [.(OPEN).]

[Toka]

The air was fresh with honeysuckle. Toka wouldn't go near those flowers because all the bees in the neighborhood had already nested around the corner. Learned the hard way. She liked to pick the gold ones, and lick at the sweet nectar inside the petal cones. The warmth of playing came back to her. This morning it had rained like crazy but it cleaned up pretty well. Because she was refusing to go find another varg around, she could find a easier play mate for someone her age. With her coal colored nose against the floor of the trees Toka searched the scents of creatures that had been browsing earlier. A mother deer and her two little youngins came up. Time to go in for the kill. The doe picked berries off of the wild vines with her lips. Sniffing her scent in the breeze. The mother made a loud crying sound, sounding like a pant or sneeze. Trotting to them, the three sprinted away. Toka made it up to them after a few minutes, narrowing in on the family. When it was easily enough, they all traveled in a line. She separated the small male fawn from the rest of the stamped. The creature brayed like a goat.

First she ran her claws along its spine. It yelped and ran away from her. She jumped in from of it. Snarling. It yipped again then turned around, to find her there again. She gently bit its foreleg. Listening to the fawn whimper. Brushing against it with her teeth a few more times, it broke out of her trap and ran into the trees. Toka didn't follow. Instead she ran upwards on the slanted ground until she reached where the sweet flowers grew and water rushed. She followed the beautiful ring of liquid until she came across the waterfall. It was a small round rock that slanted over the falls. Quite dangerous because it was wet and slippery, she didn't care. It was a nice view, haze over where the rapids emptied into a lake. A lake of black water. Toka also wanted to go down to the cold water. To drink from it. But instead lapped up the puddles of leftover rain in the ground. She pushed a earthworm over the edge, seeing its shadowed body wiggle stiffly as it fell. She wasn't evil, but liked 'playing' with smaller creatures when she was bored.

Tired from all the silly games. Toka stretched her long body out one last time before laying down. Her brown pelt parshly wet from the spraying mist of the waterfall. Her tongue hung out of her mouth in the moist air around her. She sniffed for the smell of flowers in the thick air, and listened for the bees, but it was impossible compared to the roaring beast of wetness she looked at. Wondering if the worm survived, it was small enough to float, maybe she would try to fall like that. Suicide... She scoffed, Toka did not need to become one of the over depressive females, wanting to be killed like that. It was weird. An innocent thought, weird was a too easy word to describe the punk act. If she ever died, she wanted to be really old and sleeping.

"Suicide?"

[ooc:OMG OMG!!! I neeed to pooost!!!Itz SCHOOL!!!

[Baipure]

Soy un perdedor
Im a loser baby, so why don't you kill me?

Forces of evil on a bozo nightmare
Ban all the music with a phony gas chamber
cause ones got a weasel and the others got a flag
Ones on the pole, shove the other in a bag

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The silence was interrupted by a little thin creature stumbling past him. Its eyes wide in black fear, especially when it saw Bai there. Turning and scrambling past him in fear. Lost maybe, but most likely scared away. Baipure watched it run, until he couldn't see the white freckles on its back, and the small fawn was finally vanished from his view. He had been sleeping earlier. At least had his eyelids dropped. That moment was over. His nostrils flared, he searched for the hunter's scent. Nothing happened. So he moved on his nose furiously working on the ground. It was so lonely he hadn't expected anything else to be around. Bai's pads were wet and raw from the thin rain that had been going on earlier. His lips were red too. Most likely had been chewing on them as he rested. For a moment he was dreaming. Half awake too. The dream happened quickly, he was hunting down a strange animal, but the animal killed him in the end. Well, the face of the creature wasn't natural, black with bug eyes and pincher's. Witch were wrapped around his neck in the end, and snapped it open, sliced. Owned.

And yes it was true that he was not a good hunter, so its wasn't surprising he was dreaming like that. Being the prey after predator. Bai, you have to stop wearing yourself down. He would kill himself like this, terrible. Needed a paranoia doctor. It was murder- almost like-[/color]"Suicide" He blinked. Was it possible, he was hearing someone, a mind reader maybe. surprising he could hear anything beside the falls. Poking his head out of the trees, a small body lay on the rocks. His heart skipped in fear, then skipped again. His ribs shook. But soon it became more clear. A faemme brown body lay flat to the stone. This made him hesitant to approach, kept thinking it was dead. But he swore it talked. Baipure walked up to the slumped figure, nonstop. Bent over it and studied the face. Wondering if its eyes were open and alseep at the same time, or frozen dead. So thats why he didn;t say hi. If its was dead what was the use. With his throat gurgling he stepped back. It was breathing.

Its was like touching a eyeball, you don't know your doing it. But you feel it there. Thats why he did talk later. If humans talked to little dolls what was wrong with talking to a dead body. "What?" He yipped playfully, again standing over the female. She spoke earlier. There wasn't much of a reply. He stared down over the edge of the rocks and noticed how close he was. They could slip off. For a while he studied the textures of the landscape while waiting for any living signals. Baipure wasn't scared of the body, but disturbed. It was true he had seen none die before. Never planned to kill. Man he needed to be hospitalized. Thinking so wickedly. His mom would be disappointed. Because she never came back he could say that he killed her. Muwa, another evil thought. [/center]

[Toka]

Relaxing her golden brown body. Toka closed her eyes to relax. Water gushing out to sprinkle over her face once in a while. It felt better than Fenris's devouring heat. Her nostrils flared at the familiar scent of one of her own kind. Stronger than she had expected. Instead of getting up, she lay there frozen. Waiting for the strange creature to come into her view. Licking her lips nervously, she remained still. Soon enough two feet were at her sides. The playful varg stood on top of her. At first her fear screeched. But there was only a small male standing over her. Finally she was able to turn her head and look at the animal. The sight of his eyes, brown and gray. This looked strange to her at first. But soon it became clear. Still weary, she slid onto her paws. Letting the little varg slide off of her.

The cub had asked her what. But she didn't really say anything. So at first she could only stare and notice how close they were to pludging into death of water. Toka stepped towards the little male. Not as close to the edge. Bent over and smelt his pelt. Trying to recognize any scents. But he obviously hadn't been with anyone she'd knew. He was a stranger to her. And what was Toka supposed to do about it. Was he homeless and just looking for someone to live with. Or just looking for someone to play with. Blink. "Who are you looking for?" She bent down and asked him generously. Looking into his gold amber eyes to let him know she was older. Toka wanted him to know that she was older, in case he was planning anything dangerous. She could doubt that.

It wasn't a surprise she was meeting other varg here. Soon she turned away from him. Anything would want to come and see such a nice sight. Or come and play in the waters below them. But why would they choose to come and bother the other varg there. Being playful as this such. Thinking like this, it was true he was welcome here. She just had to be careful what he was doing around her. Soon Toka turned back with a smile. For a moment she thought he could be looking for her. That would be nice, someone knowing her. But also dangerous when she didn't know anything about anyone. But the brown wolf swiped the idea off its paws. No one would look for her. Unless it was the Deor in need. She needed to visit soon.

[Baipure]

The confusion in the females face brought him down. Even the look in his eyes. Reminded him of when his father's golden orbs flashed through him. His Dad looked at him in anger, not in love. Baipure did the same, only when he was feeling dominate. Sliding down her spine. He finally realized that the she-wolf towered above him. Full of fur and more confusion. Now what was he in for. A splash of water hit Bai in the face. He tried to snap at the flying crystals, they all shattered in raindrops at his gleaming white teeth. He looked in pride up at the older varg. But her gaze had drifted off away from his. Playfulness gone, he studied what she had been trying to ask him earlier. Who was he looking for? Who would he look for, there was nobody here, thats why it was quite exciting to find some company on Fenris's sunny day. Alone was a curse word in his tongue, but Bai often lived this life of painful days. Why, and how could she ask such a terrible question. It hurt him deep inside, could anyone just accept the fact he wanted a reasonable parent. Crap, parent was going too far, but maybe a friend, one that was maybe four or six moons older than himself.

"I want to look for you, because if there were any other varg in my way, then it would be who I was looking for. I wan- Demand a respectful company in my own young presence." Baipure ordered the brown wolf when she was looking back over at him. This time she was smiling, he wondered what she was thinking. Was she evil, and wondering why he could be this ornery in his age. Or wondering why a baby should be so thick and bold. Maybe she was planning to Cub nap, and rip him into shreds. But the only reason he doubted this was because of her bright colors. Normally for him a demon was sharing a black pelt. Just a theorie he developed a while ago. For a moment he thought of Frostpool, how she had a white pelt, and was quite friendly. This varg was quite older looking and maybe a tad more dangerous if he was able to rattle her chains. Nothing he planned down the road. The two varg had said nothing but sentences, yet. Of course Baipure had never thought anything of making quite a chat. With a dangerous glance of his amber eyes, Baipure turned completely away from the female. Knowing nothing of the sort.

While Baipure had found his way around this place. He had already noticed that he had always ended up with females. Being young it was hard to except the she-bitches. No matter what their age. His dad had a way around them, but he never paid any mind. Not like they would ever matter to him in the future when he was older. His dad died, didn't want to follow in his paw-steps. And his sister was a lady varg too. Very young, and most likely immature to him. Very curious, and he had to take care of her no matter what condition she was in. Bleeding from the nose or teeth. He had come to a bad start, but it wasn't that bad. With his pink-velvet colored tongue he looked back up at the unknown female. Studying her, making it easier to remember her details in case he ever needed her again. Blue eyes, brown, gray, white pelt. Well built, thick. Cautious. That was all he was able to determine with his eyes. Nothing more, unless he wanted to talk to her and ask. But hadn't she mentioned Suicide earlier? What was the use, she didn't look like a killer to him.[/center]

[Toka]

Apparently the varg wasn't dangerous. But his menacing glace took her off track. What a way to reply to a smile. This little male might be just the evil kind. The balkar, maybe not that evil, but with the same attitude! Who knows who he would grow up to be. Licking her gray brown lips. Toka hesitated, then looked the young one in the eyes. He spoke a small speech , a nice little one. With a big vocabulary. IT was hard to find this one out.

"You are not looking for anyone? Then you are looking for me? That's okay, as far as you don't go thinking about cubnapping me. That's what I thought you would do. I am a little bit older to let you know that."

Toka ran her mouth a little while. Her neck cramping from leaning down. Straitening her spine. She decided that there wasn't much to worry about. Not much of a reason to be panicked or nervous. If there was danger around. She could snap it away. Even with a small cub like the one with her right now. If she left, he would most likely follow. So what was the point. The varg also seemed like a nice mannered, young mature dogggie. A little one no worse than she had been.

"I'm not your mother!"

She sort of spoke her thoughts. Thinking about her mom, Kara. And what she would say about Toka's behavior. Her mom would most likely be dead by now. Even if she lived. Or else she would be very old. It seemed like decades ago that her mother was living. Impossible too. A blurry cloud, more of a thought than a memorize.

[[Sorry all doggies! I am posting crap right now, but I promise to try harder1]]]

[Baipure]

My broken wings still strong enough to cross the ocean with
My broken wings how far should I go drifting in the wind
Higher and higher in the light
My broken wings still strong enough to cross the ocean with
My broken wings how far should I go drifting in the wind
Across the sky, just keep on flying


Cub-napping? NO, CUB-NAPPING? Baipure normally wouldn't express open feelings but a chuckle roared like a beast. This fae was getting the best of him. " If this was really cubnapping. Would I play the cub right now? Or is that your role? I would love to start cub-napping at my present age." Bai looked back around. An image appearing, as if looking into the magic emerald. It was him, walking forward, not stopping. Brave, He was looking down over the falls, then the wet rocks grew faces of anger and unhappiness. Throwing him down into the water like a naive fool. Now She was ALL over him. No time to even daydream. And it was hard to tell if she was scolding him, laughing at him. Or just joking. It was hard to hang out with this female if she was to act like this. "Hey Mrs.! I know who you are from now! You are not related to me in any way in the soul of earth." But never would be? WHAT? It wasn't as if they would rejoin in the future right? He had no plans for what-so-ever. All he could do was race home telling his mommy that this Mrs. Would commit suicide. SHE WoulD DiE ShE WoulD DiE!!!!

This was nice, she wasn't his mother." No of course, You can't be, mother didn't have such a western auburn brown pelt She looked more of me if you'd like to know." He wondered what he was doing to make her ask such a frenzy question. He may be acting just crazy. Most likely in the need of a parent. But he wasn't that insane. Who did varg think he was. A baby, the babies had died. Any baby traced in him was gone. That would make him angry for such a Female to speak like this. It didn't matter though. She had brought a laugh in him by just looking at her. No offense, she would act funny. The way she just would talk out was strange enough. And what she would say was weirder. His mommy was dead. She had died from? Bled to death? Died of Disease? Freezed in the dead cold of winter? Had a heat stoke in the summer? Liver infection? Heart failure? Drowned? Eaten? Murdered? Crushed? Kidnapped? And his sister? Starved? Lost somewhere? Died of Blotation? Or just that they both lived healthy and happy lives.

The first word she had said. "Suicide. Why would such say something. It was so simple to be depressed but to say such was so challenging. Who would have to guts to do so?" This may have been asking for her name, but she could just answer in general and that would be okay. Who needed to know her name anyway. Names were what he didn't care about. It was a waste of space in your head. He rather remember the sound of water rushing like violins and cellos rather than the sick label given by mothers. His own name had a meaning he didn't like to discuss. Maybe it was the mothers way of remembering you, its how teachers can order you about. And Aye yes, its how you are shoved into the chart of life, and out there, there is thousands of others with your name, yes spelled the same way. Why does it matter what you are called? Half the time, you can change your name anyway, and you change it because you don't like the first one! Or you disagree with your mom! OR its just you don't look like an Ashley! God, that was a mouthful...So if her name was Noodle, to Applesauce, to Lint or soil. Did Bai care? NO.

[Toka]

[[Look I'm not stalking you but its weird you posted when I was browsing around here after so long. ]]

Toka searched the sky for an answer. And with its beautiful blue face it stared back like a mirror. A blue coat of armor. What was really up there. Just an empty space? A place for the souls of good, was there really still room for all of them, even herself. Would she face Tor? Fenris? The perky noise of the varg beside her awoke her at once. What did these words mean? Was he saying that he DID want to cub-nap her? He was big enough, he could be a murderer. If this was the case, she was out of here. Toka stared with clear Baby blue eyes. A firm glance. But her bravery became shaky. The freak, the markings on his face. Was this a sign. She really had to leave. Things were too weird. Of course she wasn't her mother. How he took things so literal! Hate was in her pupils as she started down at him. HIs name unknown. Criminal! For a little cub, he was quite brave. And for an older one, she wasn't. It was because of her lack of parents. When her dad was a super-criminal, and when he killed her poor mother. Hate was the correct word. And she still hated him. This was why when she searched the sky his face would stare back down at her. And snarls would hover between the two. Imagination was what Toka needed to see awkward images like this.

"Get away from me!"

As soon as Bai started saying something about suicide. The emotions started coming on. Toka panicked. Looking this way and that. Seeing only death in every direction. Stand back! She was screaming silently. Was he asking for her name now? Or for something else. No way would She answer this question. It was over now. Her paw started moving. Her eyes were wet as she tried to look around. "Back off you fool! You aren't attractive anyway!" She yelled. Trotting away from the loud unsettled roar of the waterfall. And the presence of the cub. And his evil plots and words. She wanted out and away from everyone. It was worse enough he had come upon her. Now he wanted her name and he could take her alive. But really Toka's mind was gusting faster than her own paws! That made it hard to keep up with what she was really thinking. The only thing she could keep track of was Run away! GET AWAY, ESCAPE!. Stupid she was, she really was doing this because she wanted to. Her blood was freezing in embarrassment. She just wanted to insult somebody. And he happened to be there because he was insulting her. The circle of words, was worse than life.

[Baipure]

Baipure understood when she said Back off. He would deserve such treatment from such. What was hard to understand was when she spoke about his unattractiveness. His eyes moved away from her and drifted off. He could see clouds. One Gray and one Brown. This was what he looked like. His own eyes in between. Opened looking on across the decayed planet earth. But, Oh well, he didn't care he had looked like this ever since he came into life. And maybe this was the reason his sister was chosen over him but that was so many years ago. Now he had the same marks. But His body had grown into them. People should of seen him when he was younger, they covered over half of his forehead. That was the freak. He looked back over at her. Ready to speak.

" You defy my looks? Thats sad, I guess you will wonder if these are bruises for the rest of your days." But even as he said this. The feamme was taking way. Far away. Her thin figure growing into a pencil size. Goodbye then. She was scared of him. But why? She believed that he was a cub-napper thats it. That just wasn't right. How could she believe such foolishness coming from his own snout. He huffed and puffed but couldn't deny it.

" Hey you! Get over here! I can't cub-nap you I'm a shrimp!" Yes-it was hard to take it. Calling himself a shrimp. He started off walking. Keeping the female in sight. Then Bai had to jog because she was a nice distance. Why didn't she stop? She had heard him calling her. But sadly he was too tiny to catch up. But he continued running. He was on her tail, but didn't increase in speed or slow down. Didn't talk either. If he lost and energy he would tumble down like building blocks. That was sad. He had indeed only met Frostpool, but nobody had ever disliked him. That is what made him hang on to this varg. She was something. But Baipure just couldn't stand what was incomplete. It wasn't the chase that was incomplete. Or the name knowing. It was the conversation they weren't done talking! How could somebody just leave so soon? He growled to himself. That was what he didn't like, it was ridiculous. And then she would run away like a dodo. Tell you the truth he hadn't ran like this in such a while it was hard. But one of them would slow down.

He was running. Fast as he could go. His mother had sped far away from him. And his father too. Yes, his dad was still alive. But he was out of sight. And his sister was born. She was tumbling somewhere behind him. He stopped and turned around. Klarka came up to him. Then bit deep into his paw. "WHAT WAS THAT FOR?" He screeched. You left me over there alone and I fell!" There were tears in her eyes so he kept quiet."Where is mommy?" He asked. "Where is she?" Klarka said back curiously. "They left us here cause I was waiting for YOU!" He snarled hovering over her dangerously. She cowered away and started to cry. "Lets find them." He offered to cheer her up. "No Go home!" She sputtered. "Fine" He led her back to their tiny den. Then curled up to keep out the cold. A dark shadow crept over them. Nightime. "Its dark outside Klarka." He said. "Klarka?" Whipping his head around his sister stood there. Breathing steadily. Fast asleep. [/center][/i]

[Toka]

She female varg ran. And she thought of Deor. The tiny story of it. How they had re-accepted her. Maybe she should re-think about Baipure. Maybe he wasn't that scary. Ironic he would scare her at his age. It was just the way he acted. And she could tell that he was on her tail. But was slowing down. And so was she. So Toka decided to let go of it. She slowed down. Then spun around quickly, making sure not to turn her back on him again. It was a good try but she would never be able to escape for real. And what was the chance of one like him actually varg napping? What would he do? Stuff her in a bag? She snarled in warning. And backed up to keep her distance. How silly she must look like this. She must be like a human dog herself! Snarling just for her own protection against...A Newborn? The gold-brown varg couldn't help but let a chuckle escape. How foolish she really was! Once the other varg had halted also. She towered over him with a evil grin. The grin that stretched from her nose to her ears like a whale. Or how Scar on the lion king sneered as Mufasa perished. She almost murmured herself. 'Long live the king.'

"You want to make a big show don't you? You have friends out there watching don't you? This is a dare! You don't know how much trouble you can get in once I track down who you are! And what had you mentioned earlier? Your looks! Yes! But no. I'm sorry I've seen million times better! And if you have not a home go bother someone else wise than ME!" She had tried to take a breath in between sentences. But it was all so important she had to utter it all out as if it were the end of the world. "I don't believe you!" She finished her statement at last. Hopefully, this entire speech had effected his boldness. Maybe he could leave her alone and let her get back to listening to the water crash. Looking to her side, they had jogged all the way down the lake now. And the waterfall was towering above them from a distance. Looking down at them. Spitting outwards at them. But that didn't make it any less beautiful. Toka didn't know why she was waiting here for the runt to speak again. She was an adult to him and he should be cowering down right now.

Her nose was cold now. Ice. The water blew and misted them. Then Fenris towered above them. Making it warm. But down by the water's side it was cold as clouds. If it got any warmer she wouldn't be able to breathe. The air was already thick and heavy from the water cycle. [Not daring to go into all the steps.] Weather like this made her feel really bad. It made her feel filthy and wet. Water was really a sticky substance. It seemed like syrup on her long pelt. The wind whistled from the sky. Billowed out from the clouds and weaved in between the two right there. Blowing the water droplets away from them and back firing at the waterfall itself. It would be a beatuful day to be alone. Like she was before this runt came on to her. It made her sick. What a waste of a perfect day. And how she just wanted to run to get away from all of this. But she already knew this didn't work.

[Baipure]

Baipure soon noticed that the she-wolf had halted. And that he had too. With a grunt. He looked up at her. He had to. Because now she seemed tall as a cloud. She was close as a claw. He tried to escape the uncomfortable position but if he moved he would fall backwards. And the look on her face. It said, 'Now I have you. Now I shall eat you. Now you will be disgusted!' But she said otherwise. She scolded and taunted. Darkly, she was not scared anymore but furious. And he was the middle of it. Well, he never wanted her to be so hyperactive like this. He never wanted her to become so frightened. And so angry. Now she tried to scare him off.

" I have no friends..." He said simply. He had no friends watching and had no friends but Frostpool yet. Why did he have to become like this. No-one liked him. He didn't even care. Look how he made this fae act already.

" I have no home. And I don't have you." Bai uttered quietly. He had no place to live. Every night he would dig a hole in the ground then snooze. He couldn't even sleep at night correctly. And he wasn't talented enough to find where he had grown up. It had to be miles away by now, Bai didn't even know witch direction to start in! And he was only a cub. He needed, really, really needed an adult to supervise him. And just to tease his mother. He would join one the the horrible packs like the Sarnes. Or the Balkar! That would be so creatively wonderful. Art! How could his mother ever recognize him then? What would she know who he was by the color on his face? Or just mother power. He feared that if he saw his reflection his own mother would be hovering with him. He didn't even know if she was dead or not. And his pitiful little sister? What about her?

" I hate you right now. You made me think really, really hard." He said in his own twisted way. Right now he noticed he had crawled out from under her and was huddled up all to himself. He seemed allot safer in this position. But this was his thinking position. And how he slept sometimes. Finally he uncurled himself and stretched. " You shouldn't let someone like me get you all hiped up." Someone needs help. One of them, just by their looks they were insane. One or the other. Maybe even both. Or maybe even they were too normal. And this made them so insane. Labels were stupid, because they change and everyone makes their own. None of them are right. Then they are used so terribly. Or just made for a memory joke. To Baipure They were stupid. Just like everything else in his freaked up head. These days he could see himself as some sort of demon. Thats how he was treated. [/center]

[Toka]

I may make you cry little one. But I can't help you. I can't be your friend. It made her sad to even hang around this little guy. The air was heavy with waves of depression just shooting out of him. And if you looked in his eyes you would feel a tingle of sorrow in your spine and fall. But when he became so very arrogant you would feel anger like fire over your eyes. But right now Toka kind of felt sorry for him. He was out here all alone and all he had to do at the moment was bug an old lady? Wasn't there other things a little cub could do out there to entertain themselves. Or was entertainment that important they had to do something so very affective to make themselves happy? Selfishness. This was funny? This was the only thing they had been taught. Or even more, they didn't have the parents to teach them. Who did these days? Nobody had parents, and it made everyone act so immature.

"I really can't help you if thats what you want. But I'm sorry I've treated you like a criminal or kid napper or something." She growled in the last four words. "But I can be your friend." She paused and thought. "For now." After thinking it over it seemed like a good idea. She could be a good influence for his ruined little mind. She could inflate his crushed skull. This would be nice. Treating him like a cub of her own. She was not a mother at all though. Her poor Damion. They were close as lovebirds. But he had gone somewhere without her knowing. They were really planning for cubs. She was. So maybe she could just adopt a few for herself. Without having to deal with the creatures called men. She wouldn't be able to handle one if she was already freaked up about a male cub. And all he had been doing was joking around. Toka took things too literal. Because her mom hadn't been there to teach her about sarcasm. Stupid.

She grumbled at the silence. She may be rejected, she didn't know if she would make him a friend or not. Because normally she just became friends and didn't have to ask. But with someone so wa- unique. It was different. She never had to deal with a mental one. Thats what he was. Mental. Crazy. Wacked in the head. And he needed help. And heck! Toka really knew a friend can't help such a disability. But Toka loved using Hyperbole. Such an elegant young man couldn't of become so unsturdy already. She wasn't crazy until later in her life. Not. Toka really never knew anyone crazy but her own father. As if she remembered him. And this guy seemed most likely to be labeled as crazy. And so very depressed. His mind was in his head like a cat your trying to find.

[Baipure]

Baipure, he was a terrible guy. Deal with it. As terrible as it sounds. Deal with it, again and again. Because nothing. He said it. Nothing would ever, ever change who he was. Not even a female he happened to stress out. She couldn't do anything. He made a threatening gesture with his teeth. Then used his long, skinny legs to stand above her. It was his turn. Normally he would be a nice guy. But for some reason this Fae had dragged out the best of him.

" You don't have to be my friend. I am a criminal. And a cub-napper, and a killer. But I'm an angel baby" Just in his own world, he could do anything he wanted. That meant he could be anything he wanted. He could kill if he wanted to. Cause a slaughter fest. Then save twelve lives the next day. But for some reason all the things that poor Bai did wrong caught him first. This would bring him to justice in the future when he caught his tail in an alligators mouth. He couldn't wait.

"I am a monkey, I am a clown, and I'm your murderer in a few minutes." He was just feeling grumpy. And this female was so easy to scare he would have her wetting her fur in a few minutes. And he couldn't wait. Being nice was so painful. But anger was so much easier to win. You didn't have to act it out when you could really be angry. HIs ears drummed him on to the beat of his own vengeance. Salvation on something. Coke, that was her name right. Toka, oops. She was just there and so easy. How could he possibly, ever, be nice to her. It was so hard. She'd run away if he told a knock knock joke. If there was a pole in front of him, he would just run into instead dodging it. Because trying to avoid it was stupid when you could win your own way.

Mommy. That is what people said he needed. Or a daddy. If someone just tried to shove one of these things in his face, do you know what would happen to mommy? Really? How about Daddy? They would be dead. Because now Bai wanted to think really, really dark. Deathly dark. So that he could take his own thoughts in strips and rip them into tiny bits. His own skin was falling off his body. And that left the insides. What was something you don't really want to see every day. A pestinist skeleton. A killer like he really was. They should all just wait until he got his hands on someones throat and bang. They would all suddenly know who he was. But they would all recognize him as a murderer, and he still didn't care![/center]

[Toka]

All the sounds of the universe spun deep into the opening of her ears. All of the sounds, but it was so easy listening to his words. "Just shut up! You can't so suddenly act like your the star kiddo! You aren't what you say you are and you can't be what you want yourself to be. Or you'd be a jerk!" She panted. Her nose was pointing towards the ground, he head hanging loosely on her neck. How could she convince him he wasn't all that. " We won't keep arguing like this." She said, her mind was shutting down as she tried to talk to this. He was an outrageous teenager. And he was thinking he could do what he thought about doing. He was so wrong. She couldn't wait until he grew up. He would otherwise grow up just like he was now. Or if some sense was knocked into his little brain then maybe he could become a good person! Yes, this would be exciting.

"So we can be friends right?" Why was she even trying? Why was she asking him to be a friend? " Don't call me 'Baby' unless I can really know who you are." She puffed. This was so stupid, just like a muffin trying to talk to a dog. The dog can't even speak muffin. They would never know what each other were saying unless they thought it over. This was life. It sucks. Soon you will have to learn all the languages of the world. Then soon people won't even be able to talk at all. The point was, Baipure didn't understand anything. That she said, or any signal that Toka sent him. Not that he was stupid, he didn't want to pay any attention. And this was making both of them restless. And look at him now! Threatening that he might kill her? Toka's body had been sagging. But now she stood a little taller.

" I don't care what you want or need. But what I want is for us to be friends." Maybe she would shake him off like a button. Or they would grow a great friendship. That was least likely. But really he was a good mann. And if he changed at all she could accept him more. But truly she accepted him for his uniqueness. Now she felt like leaving off somewhere. He could follow, but was showing no response, so once again she waited for him. Her own feet touching the ground. And the ground stretching off to new places for her. And here she was trying to patch up someones life. This would never work anyway. And it was really time to move on.

[Baipure]

Baipure twisted his body back down the the soft sand floor. They were both trying to tower over each other. Neither of them were leaders, nor siklas. Baipure wasn't cowering anymore.

" I am what I am. Do I look like a fish, so what? I'm not." He sighed in impatience. They were on each other like an old married couple, as his mom would say. He looked immobile. It was almost impossible to say anything at the moment. What was her point. She could wind up with a nice long jab. But what did all these words mean. It had to be her, really, Bai wasn't that stupid. His ears were perking towards the ground again. He could see the- Toka's paw print under his. Instead of paying any attention to her next few words. He was content attempting to make his paw fit into her paw mark in the dirt. Where her heel had hit the ground it had touched softly. Her claws had dug in deep at the front. Baipure slid his own nails into the space where hers had been. Finally he noticed the world moving around him. If the fae-varg had said anything while he was off somewhere he hadn't heard her. The only thing he caught, right at the end before she stopped was. 'We can still be Friends right?'

Her body language was so simple to follow. It repeated in a pattern. First, she was overcome with power. Actually first she was shrinking in fear. Then she was brave then slowly wore down to a hard self-conscious core. Now she was springing upwards again and filled with confidence. All that Bai did was watch her. She had gained up enough of her braveness to even ask this question. And if she was even paying attention to himself, he was too. " Yes of course we can be best buddies! I'd love that! Friends are such a good collectible item!" Soon after, it was hard to tell if she had taken him seriously or not. Because really he was noticing how much of a gay duck he had sounded like. A little after he had said nothing. Letting her devour every fragment that twisted from his own cold Proboscis. Right then his nose was tingling with dare-ness. He could tell himself to do anything that moment and he would most likely do what was said. Baipure really was raised to be a good boy. And those moments were coming back to him. For a little moment he was seeing someone else there beside him. They were in Toka. Talking, scolding him for what he and Toka had been arguing about earlier.'You aren't all you think you are!' They yelled at him. And in soon moments, the face became more focused.

"Klarka?" He spoke the name of his deceased sister. The one who his mother had chosen over his own dear life. He wouldn't be here if it weren't for her. In a bad way. She was the one he had to always wait and stay to supervise her like a lifeguard. But it wasn't that he disliked her. He loved her like any brother would. But she had all of the affection that he needed from his mother. The image brought him some comfort and discomfort. Soon enough before the young relative could reply. It was Toka again. He had to look away. The image had eaten all of his hope at the time. But what if this meant she was still living. And was yelling at him to come back home and she would be there. Mother too, and mother had only meant for him to stay in that one spot in the middle of no-where and she would com back for him the next few days with meat. Why did he stay there? Damn, he was so naive. Why didn't he follow his mother back home? Why didn't he try? Because you didn't want to go home. I do Now. Why couldn't things go back to the silver days. The silver days meaning the times when he was younger. And how many moons ago had she left him there? Eighteen moons? One hundred? Seven? The thought directed him screaming a mournful howl into Fenris's onlooking face when he snapped out of it. [/center]

[Toka]

Toka took a step towards the varg. Under her tongue giggling at the wording of his own statement. She didn't laugh out loud though because she didn't know if he was acceptable or not." If your serious then we are friends right now. Thats what I want you know. I don't want you to be a fish." She had cracked a joke. In return of his own silly sentence. There was a dead quietness in the air around her. It was because neither of them were saying anything. If this continued then the moment would end. And they would soon have to go back to their own worlds. Leaving in opposite directions. Maybe not to see each other again. That wasn't what Toka wanted right now. Even at the moment. She would stay if it mattered. She had just made a friend. Toka hadn't made a friend in a while. And this time it was a mann. If Archita was here then she would be jealous. And who knows. Maybe she should take advantage of the peace. Make it more of a entertaining friendship.

"See that lake down there?" It had taken her a while to decide what to do after this. She had a good plan. "Because we are good buddies-" She paused for a breath and looked over at him with her sea-colored orbs. "Then we should do something together. We don't even know each other! I don't know your name!" Toka scoffed to herself. So much for friends if they didn't even know each others names! "BUT- we can do down by the water and catch SALMON for lunch. It's a fun thing to do. And challenging- so lets go see if you can hunt for real, like me." She purred. Then, letting the moist air tug her pelt in the wind. She looked down upon the entire valley below them. The river running downstream fast as a train and fish colliding with each other as they jumped out. Secretly, she celebrated her new friend. She didn't even know if he would agree to behave with her. Or even participate. Oh well, he could watch her.

With a bound. Toka was skillfully jumping from rock to rock. Having to catch her balance between each leap. Looking downwards it made her sick. If she even slipped for fell for a moment she would never have a chance of catching her balance. And would tumble down into the water hungrily waiting below her. The fish would swarm and attack her for eating them all along. When her paws hit gravel. Her head turned up to the sky. She could see the other varg. He hadn't moved yet. Sighing she perched her haunches on the dirt and waited. "You can swim right?" She yelled at him. Groaning, Toka had to wait even longer. Time dragged by, but it was hard to tell, sitting by the water. If it were seconds or minutes. So she remained sitting there. And was ready. Ready for him to come rumbling down and she could explain the rules of the game!