Empty Promise

[Misao]

[glow=Maroon,2,300]Crimson red optics scan the horrizon. Misao, a normally sweet varg with a usually well kept white fur coat, sits alone. She is emotionally unstable as she gazes down the hill, the voice of her recently suicidal death of her brother Mesoa resounding in her ears.
She remembers every word he said: "Misao, I promise. We'll always be together. You will always be my eyes, to guide me where ever I may go!"
'That's right Mesoa. I'll always be with you. I promise..'
However, "Promises are so easily broken" she murmurred as she gazed at the white lands that winter had left for her and the other vargs of this area. "And lives so easily lost." With this comment her voice sounded chocked.
Misao felt her throat constrict, and the powerful sensation of deep sorrow filled the young whelp. The memory of Mesoa's accidental suicide was a very fresh memory for it happened by four days ago.

Misao knew how tragic it was a death. To blindly run off the edge of a cliff, never seeing it; or the rocks bellow. Felt how horrid it is to be ignored by your birth parents, only to be raised by the loving Nurse, Beta, and siklas of the pack. To have one lost brother, and two spoiled rotten sisters that demand attention as soon as they awaken. It had been so exasperating to hear them whine nd pout and yell whenever they didn't get exactally what they wanted.

"Mesoa... You broke your promise..." She whispered to the wind that whipped about her cold and wet form. Matted fur wasn't helping her predicament. She was beginning to feel out of place with no one around, and was starting to feel a longing as light tears cascaded down her fury cheeks.
She tried to stop herself from crying. She kept telling herself to grow up, that Mesoa was gone and he'd never come back. However the shinning tears kept coming. Soon she had thrown herself to the ground. Sobbing her pain away, leaving her self only aware of the ever growing cold. She hears no crunch of snow, she sees no aproaaching varg. She can only see the blurry vision of her brothers face, and his last moments on earth...[/glow]

[coren]

Coren watches the tiny varg from behind a tree. The varg spoke only a few words and wept. Coren looked at the small varg and wonderd if she had the same past as he. Coren remembered only a few days ago his mother had been shot by a human and lay dead in her cave. They took his brother and his father. Coren shortly ponderd why they did not take his mother. Coren was hidden in the back of the cave behind his mother. Coren was sure that his brother was still alive becasue he saw him escape. Coren laid for hours beside his mother trying to wake her but still she was dead.

When Coren looked at the varg he sensed somthing was troubleing her. He stepped out frim behind the tree and spoke his gentle words. "My fellow wolf, what has troubled you so to make you weep?"

[Misao]

[glow=Maroon,2,300]Misao lisfts her head, peering through tear stained, blurry eyes at another pup, about her same age. "I'd rather not say.." She murmurred to the ground more than the other varg. Her ears drooped, and tail sagged onto the snow where she lay. She gave a little sniffle, she'd wanted company, but was having second thoughts. She needed a good cry, but didn't mind the male being with her.
A long, heavy shudder escaped her muzzle, as shivers cascaded up and down her spine from the chilling cold. She hunched her shoulders and sat up. "I just... needed to cry, that's all." She growled softly, clearly she was lying, it was dulling the shine of her eyes, and making her guilty conscience worse.[/glow]

[coren]

Coren listened to the varg. When she lied to him he stifend. ".....your a very bad lier.....would you like some company....?" he said lying down beside her to keep her warm. "I am pretty sure that we have some things in common." he said shifting his body so he was on his back. "Alone.....scared.....and hurt...." he said looking up at the clouds. "But there is one difference.....you hold your pain in and it's quite visable to see that you need a shoulder to cry on." he said turning over so he was facing away from her.

[Misao]

[glow=Maroon,2,300]Misao's ears twiched, his 'bad lier' comment, though true, as rather irritating. "Really, I-i'm feeling better. Honest." She put a on a brave smile that lasted for about five seconds, clearly it was only half true. Though she was not lonely any more, she was still grief stricken over the loss of her brother.
"I'm not afraid, and I'm not hurt. Physically anyway." the small show coloured she-whelp stated, "I just miss my brother, that's all. It wasn't his fault."
Misao, instantly closed her mouth and refused to say anymore. She had already said much more than originally intended. She looked to the ground and finished her argument. "I don't hold it in. I just can't let it go..."[/glow]

[Moonlight]

"Well I know things are hard but don't let that stop you.", a cheery voice said out of the shadows. A pup came out with a grey pelt and golden optics. She smiled and said, " Hello, my name is Moonlight its nice to meet you!", she said happily. She herself have had sad things going on in her life but she never let anyone see her sad. She just wished that this varg's past experience wouldn't hold her back. Moonlight found that out the hard way. She looked at the two." Hope I haven't been rude by dropping by but i was coming through here and couldn't help but over hear"